Just went down a rabbit hole of novels... I don't think it's romance if the mc hates the ml, ML hates the mc and does despicable things to them, but they have a single not abusive moment that seems to be the point of the entire story, going "look they love each other"?? Ugh. Anyways, I'm looking for some BL/BG that doesn't even have to have a healthy relationship, just one where they both love each other, obsessive or not. So tired of all the weird turns a story takes seemingly just so it can keep going.