it is a BL novel. MC's family doesnt like him. He has a fiancee but the fiancee doesnt like him and want to be with soemone else. MC has a adopted mom (he was first adopted then sent to his OG family iirc.)who is a top in hypnosis type medication (forgot the name of that. I think physchiatry). His adopted mom is really good. i think she is in a wheel chair. His regret is that last life he lived for his fiancee who didnt care for him and died and didnt take care of his adopted parents who treated him well. Then he also takes psychiatry course. He gets a friend . I think his friend name has "Sun" in it(Sun xibin or smth). He gets to know him during swimming. Then he remembers that his friend had a bad ending in last life and was lover of his idiotic older brother. his older brother had a white moon light who was then actually in a relationship with older bro's best friend oversees but still came back and ruined older bro's and sun's relation and sun died miserable. Then MC has a lover who is rich. Idk if i mixed info from 2 novels >.> Also i think the story started with MC sitting in a dining table but his fiance was acting lovy dovy with his adopted younger bother (not sure about this) EDIT:- there is also a part about MC nad ML going to a game city and people from MC's university noticing them together