Alt Name: In Order Not to Lose Her Again https://www.novelupdates.com/series/to-never-lose-her-again/ https://series.naver.com/novel/detail.nhn?productNo=5710955 Description: “I have been awarded. Now you are mine.” A sweet girl who was the only light to a boy who was persecuted by everyone. In order to force her to become something she wasn’t, he broke her foot and killed an escort who tried to protect her, but all he had left was her cold body. As he embraced her body and regretted it, a new life was miraculously given to him. He would not repeat the mistakes of his previous life in this life. His second life as a knight was happy. But one day, when the prince, who was hated by everyone, returned with a ball and visited her, he realized something was wrong. Her escort, who he killed in his previous life, was who he was now. Every ugly thing he did in the past has returned. If he didn’t protect her from all that, he’ll lose her miserably again. Will he ever be able to protect her without losing her again? ————— omg another rebirth ML YES! but I'm a little confused with the summary or maybe I'm not understanding it well lol, so ML rebirthed into the escort he killed in the previous life then who was he before? Does this mean he's in a different body or smth? I'm reading the Naver comments and damn I'm getting even more interested >.< Spoiler: Comments from Naver (contains spoilers) The novel is in the perspective of ML from start to finish. The composition and structure that did not follow the Hoe Bing Hwan (idk what this means) cliché, which has been followed in many novels so far, has been newly felt. The more I read the story, the fresher the story is, the things that are described from the point of view of the man, and the fact that the returning man has to fight with himself in the previous life... It's completely exciting to see how it will proceed in the future.... (uhh...also apparently the knights soul is in his body???) It looks like a thief who took someone else's life. The escort knight in the previous life might not have been himself. If you don't know the name or settings... It appeared last time, but it seems like you're just thinking of it as a real reincarnation. As if this was cursed by the escort knight, the ML became an escort knight and tried to protect FL from him, but in the end, he couldn't protect her, so he keeps seeing FL die in his hand. ..? I wonder if it keeps reincarnate... Agen keeps despising and wants to forget her previous life, which was Kashen, but in the end, seeing himself continually ruin Arlen in the same bridle. As a third person, I will be desperate. Instead of a 'blessing' of getting a new opportunity, he will live the 'curse' he received in his previous life... seeing himself ruin everything, pour a curse on himself, reincarnate and repeat the same tragedy again. Maybe not received. It would be nice to repent and change a lot and protect Arlen at the end... Is this life a curse that can't be prevented or watched over the mistakes made by the other self? He said he couldn't remember properly in his previous life! You might have said that you only remember Arlen clearly. That's why he remembers that he killed himself because he was coveted. You know that Arlen was reincarnated because you couldn't even remember Arlen's name and just remember her appearance. Even though Arlen was reincarnated, there was a scene where he thought he became more and more similar to his previous life. Probably, when I was Kashen, Arlen treated me as a child, and I think I only remember the appearance of Arlen, except for all the circumstances. Anyway, I said that the memories of my previous life are faint and only Arlen is sure to remember!! So, I don't think I can imagine that Kashen's behavior is the same as his previous life unless he destroyed the Arlen family or did anything to do with Arlen himself. And it seems that Kashen feels an instinctive rejection of whether he remembers it faintly from the unconscious, and it may reflect the unconscious wanting to reject the fact that the previous life is repeated... Soul's constantly reincarnated. He keeps killing himself and reincarnating and killing. ML was originally the ruined Prince, but is now the escort knight because the 'curse' changed his soul.