Ofc losing my glasses cuz I wouldn't be able to read for the fact that the letters are to small or when playing games and they are to blurry.
That is true and I have accepted it. It’s like worrying if it might rain. People pass away, but it is still my worst nightmare. The thing I do every chance I get is to say “I love them” and how wonderful they are. If by chance I leave this world they’ll know I loved them till the last second. The reverse is also true should they leave me. They’ll know I loved them till the very last second. Even beyond that I always say something that transcends even further. So to defeat my fears I always tell my family how much a cherished them and how grateful I am to be part of their family. That way I’ll also have no regrets.
I’m afraid of being afraid. ..Wait, that’s paradoxical. Photophobia aside, I’m usually only scared by jump scares, yandere, heaven not having any books, there being no heaven, and other stupid stuff like that. Death doesn’t scare me as long as there’s an afterlife and I get to read books. Which is also why I’m religious.
As of last week I'm currently living one of my worst fears and am only slowly managing to deal with its future repercussions. Wont say what it is though.
It's weird and embarrassing. In my early childhood I watched the movie called 'Finding Nemo' and from that moment onwards I have been scared of whales and water, if I am in a shower and I close my eyes, I feel like I am in a sea and there is a whale in front of me ready to open its big ass mouth. That and dogs. Look I didn't do nothing to them, I am very kind to animals at least. If it was one dog that hated me it would be alright, but no, even the stray dogs hate me for reason and each of them is after my life. But thankfully, in my entire life of being chased by dogs, I have never been bitten because either I was faster or stronger but most definetly smarter. Take that bitches. Sleep paralysis too, I did encounter this once in my life for about some seconds but it was scary to not be able to move or say something while you are freshly awake from a nightmare where you couldn't speak or move.
If you watched the baby girl get drunk because you thought it would help your relationship maintain it's current status you expected too much from me.